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Human Paladin


Humans tend to be the ones in the middle. Not as sexy as the Night Elves; not as stumpy as the dwarves or gnomes. As a human, you pretty much go with the flow of things.

As a paladin, you like to see that everyone is safe - including yourself. Still an important part of any group, if you get overshadowed, you can always refuse to give them your blessing.

Find out your real-life WoW race and class at
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There was a young girl named Malena
Who liked a shorter name like Mena
She went by other names
Avatars, Psyuedonyms, the same
But would be pissy if you ever called her Tina.
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You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me (Like you held on to life)
Like you held on to life
(When all fears came alive and entombed me)
My vampire heart

Love me (Like you love the sun)
Like you love the sun
(Scorching the blood in my)
My vampire heart


Nov. 26th, 2007 09:36 am
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...I feel like a waste, sometimes I wonder why my heart gets ahead of my head and I do things for my heart before I do things for my head. I'm lost in someone or the idea of someone I suppose, and have gotten nothing done that needed to be done during break. I'm falling down, laughing about it, and completely and desperately miserable about it at the same time.

Is it spring yet? I hate the weather, and perhaps as always the end of things this year is the same as before, tumbling and falling over that one thing, that thing that I put on the pedestal, that love of the impossible, the unattainable, the hope that has no foundation, and it shines brighter than anything else in my life. My intelligence is overshadowed by my emotions, and it drives me insane.
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so mom and steve found a house, at first they thought the closing would be on dec 12, but since the current owner wants to move as fast as possible, looks like we'll be able to start moving in by the end of the month. I'm excited and depressed about it all at the same time.

1. I am losing my independence again. I'm losing yet again a place to call my own. As much as a headache keeping this apartment has been, its been nice to come home and do whatever without my mom breathing down my neck.

2. The insanity that it is going to be to clean this place sucks. Its going to be a long haul job and I need to get started, especially if I want to be packed and ready to go.Most of my things are buried under trash and clutter. I'm disappointed in myself at the state this place is in. Lots of things could have been done differently by myself and roommates. I'll be lucky to get a good reference from my landlord when I want to move again.

3. I told my mom that I wouldnt have a problem moving back in with her and Steve (She's the one who has pushed for it since she misses me being around) as long as they respected I was an adult, and did not treat me like I was 12 again.

4. The good thing about all this, monthly bills for me will be cut down by 3/4. I'll be paying out around 200 dollars a month instead of 900+. Oh no I might actually have money to go out and do things with or without my friends. People tell me to get out of the house and do more. I don't think many of them realize how much money I pay out just to keep a place to live. Well now you kind of do, and maybe once this is over and done with I will be able to do more again. We'll just have to work on that social anxiety problem right?

5. I don't have a home for my cat, TeeCee, which my mother is adamant about me getting rid of. They have two very insular cats, who have hated every other animal they have ever been around. I feel bad for TeeCee because he'll be in an aggressive environment until I find him a new home. If anyone knows anyone who wants an indoor/outdoor sweetheart of an un nuetered cat please let me know.

6. The winnowing of my things, what to keep and what to finally toss away. There is so much stuff in boxes still since I moved here. I really do need to filter through them and decide what I do and do not need. Everything to me seems to hold value, I have to decide what is most valuable and go from there. (My Books all of them will be going with me, I shall never part with them EVER)

Anyway, just introspective on it all.

Much love all.




Nov. 5th, 2007 10:04 am
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There is a very real possibility that I might let my WoW account expire in January and start playing LOTRO full time. I know weird huh?
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Saving this link for further dissection.


Oct. 27th, 2007 10:21 pm
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I feel like a wall that has long been standing firm has broken. A sense of freedom floods me and I am filled with light and love and hope.

I drove home singing "Freya, Shakti" by Emerald Rose.

I don't feel as heavy and only hope it will last.
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Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try

These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame!
And we will weep to be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home

So in the end
I'll be what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say goodbye
We say you didn't try

These tears you cry
Have come too late
Take back the lies
The hurt, the blame!

And you will weep
When you face the end alone
You are lost
You can never go home
You are lost
You can never go home
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...Once again...

Almost got evicted, now not being evicted, still know nothing about financial aid and school... would like to know if I need to start job hunting. Actually going out tonight if things go as planned, omg I'm scared.

Anyway I know I've not been keeping up with things on LJ, I apologize.

Hannah, Hope the mouth surgery goes ok.


oh yeah, Epics ftw....

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I'm awake at 3:30am, whats wrong with me. Must force sleep upon myself. Rawr.
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Oh and I fully intend on writing a blog on my commentary on the Deathly Hallows rather soon. I need to gush. But not tonight, tonight is for sleep.
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You scored 12% Slytherin, 32% Ravenclaw, 64% Gryffindor, and 32% Hufflepuff!

You might belong in Gryffindor,

Where dwell the brave at heart,

Their daring, nerve, and chivalry

Set Gryffindors apart.

Gryffindors are known for their courage, audacity, and devotion to what is good and honest.

Link: The Sorting Hat Test written by leeannslytherin on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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hey been a while. I know, I know dear journal I should disappear less.
Hey, though, guess what, I'm to a point with my stress and my life spiralling down into a drain in which I may never be able to swim back up, but I'm completely calm... and apathetic.
Maybe we should work on that? try to improve? eh maybe tomorrow. Procrastination is fun.
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You scored as Storm, Storm is the seconday team leader of the X-Men. She has a peaceful personality but must be careful since her emotions control her powers. She loves gardening and is afaid of tight spaces. Powers: Control of the Weather






Jean Grey
















Emma Frost


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Jul. 5th, 2007 09:51 am
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1. Go into the archives of your LJ.

2. Find your 42nd entry ever. Yes, this may require some counting and basic math. Deal with it.

3. Link to that entry in a new entry. This is the meaning of your life.

Copy Pasted rather than Linked )
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